Gone.

Everything is wrong now.Suddenly,my mind becomes so clear.I lost it.I'm sorry,but I lost what I used to have.I don't know what happen,I really don't know.It used to be there,but now it's gone.Will things ever be the same again? I don't want to let you know ever.Hopefully,it'll come back to me somehow.I just want things to work.But then sometimes I find that it's better off last time.I hope I'm not making any sense,and I hope you'll never get to understand this.I don't want you to ever find out what I lost.I don't want to break your heart after so many things you've done for me.I hope it's still there and I will be able to find it.Please let it be there.I'm confused and stressed out.Why again? In my dream world,things seem to okay.But not reality.



NATALIE LOW.I'M SORRY.