Wow, I'm just bursting with joy over the simplest things.

Like how blogger wasn't working for me like for 4 days?

I was cursing, swearing, worrying my heads off, trying to just log in.

Then I gave up and all, still cursing and swearing though.

And then, I decided to give it another try without keeping my hopes high and then BAM!, it actually works.

I was basically screaming to my brother and stuff. So now my mood is unusually good. :)

I was sort of dying when blogger was down. Kept a lot of stuff in me but now I can finally let it out.


I’ve been doing really a lot of serious thinking these days.
Life isn't going as well as I thought it would be.
Everything is acting up again, now I need to take 3 pills daily. :/
Haven’t been able to talk to him like I used to.
I’m doubting people, thinking that everything they say/do are lies. Pretense.
Seriously what’s wrong with me.
I told myself I’m not going to let some jerk affect me and change me. But I still did anyway.
I feel like everyone is out to play games with me.
They come and go as and when they like.
Treating me like a toy. Once you’ve had enough, you go off for something new.
And then, when you’re done with that new thing, you try to come back to me.
Fuck kay, it does not work this way.
I blame myself for being so stupid and easy.
Now I’m not who I used to be. Sympathy don’t work on me anymore.
You totally threw me and broke me, now I’m awake.
I don’t even cry easily but I’ve been crying more than usual.
I’ve wasted tears that I could have shed for someone much more worth it.
Ever since you called me a bitch, an asshole, I already know really how much I mean.
I’m all for making your life miserable, but I won’t even want to concern myself with you.
Yup, I’m done.
Thanks for making me feel so unwanted before, bringing others’ self-esteem down. Way to go.

Okay, I feel better. :)