Not smooth.

Today isn't as smooth as yesterday.

Very very very very very very very very very very very very disappointed with lit results.

Just one more mark. Damn that fucking one mark.

People keep thinking I would get it, keep saying "me,me,me".

Making me think that I could actually get it.

Then when I found out I'm just so close, seems like everything is crashing down.

First time, first time my lit results are not up to my expectations.

My parents are gonna ask. My language is dropping a lot.

Everytime, for almost all the papers, I'm just one or two mark away from a higher grade.

Fuck, I feel like I'm playing some stupid game. Always so close to winning.

Overall percentage, again one more mark to hit distinction. Seriously!

At least I've gotten back everything, now can relax a bit.

Kim Hyung Jun coming SG. But I don't know if it's a concert.

Not going I guess, what if KHJ, 2PM, MISS A or something decide to come later this year.

Then if I go now, confirm can't go for the rest. Anyway, don't really like him so much.

June holidays are coming. Can't wait! Camp, camp camp camp!

FYI, I look fierce but that doesn't mean I am.

Sick of people telling me to smile more or whatever when I don't feel like doing it.

Don't need to care what people think. But anyway, I'm friendly. HEHE.

Should just stop bringing him to the thing all the time.

Seriously, just stop it.

Wonder if you know how many people you hurt.