What a joke.

A girl in love is glowing.
I totally love this phrase now.
My friends just totally helped me realise how with you, I'm never as happy as now.
After just saying everything to Lavinia, I feel so much better.
I'm able to look at life from a different perspective, and just forget about the disgusting past.
The most pathetic 18 days of my life, however, that 18 days made me see who was truly the right one for me.
I must've been really dumb or blind.
Why did I choose to break up the first time?
Didn't I already learnt my lesson?
Why am I so stupid to give you another chance?
Huh, saying what liking me for 8 months. PUI.
If it's true, then you wouldn't have fallen for someone else so quickly.
This tells me that I don't mean anything important to you.
And please, the first time we started, a while later, you like someone else.
And you didn't tell me until we broke up?
The second time? No long after we started again, you like someone else.
And you didn't tell me until I try to force it out of you?
Wow, please luh. Like someone else, tell me.
What's the point of being with someone who no longer like you? WASTE OF TIME.
Before I decide to give you a second chance, I already knew what kind of person you are.
So why did I still choose you? CAUSE I'M JUST PLAIN GULLIBLE. BELIEVE THAT YOU REALLY LIKE ME FOR 8 MONTHS.
HAHAHA, just feel like laughing now. What a joke.
Should have known that you would end up liking every single person who likes you.
What's so good about you? Nothing at all. :)
So I'm not even going to be angry or hate you anymore, like why bother?
Who are you to me anyway? You're nothing but just someone I knew and never want to know again.
I'm so not gonna let you get to me. Insignificant thing.
Should not have even wasted all that tears, time and feelings.
For someone who liked you for real, there's not even an inch of feelings for you now.


Thanks Lavinia for listening to everything. I feel so much better now.
I'm not going to think about the past, just focus on my present. AND ENJOY IT ;) .