Now I see.

So I guess now it's a new beginning all over again.

I don't know if it's the right decision but I'm just going to give it a try.

But there's something I want you to know, before you decide if you're still going to continue with this or not.

I still have feelings for him, I still think of him a lot and it'll probably be like that for a long time.

What I have for for him, and what I've gone through with him is not something easy to forget.

So, I'm sorry. Because I know it's not fair to you.

I don't know if you're okay with it or not, but if you're not okay with it, I don't know what I can do.

Before we started, I already knew this would happen. But I still wanted to take the dare.

Now, I'm not so sure anymore.

I think I'll leave it to you to decide if you want this to continue.

I don't want to make things unfair for you, so I'm letting you make the decision.

It's not that I can't forget. It's partly because I don't want to forget. I know I'm being selfish.

But if I forget that most wonderful moments of my life, I don't think my life will have any meaning anymore.

At least when I'm upset,I think back and I can feel better. I hope you understand.