This few days just suck big time.
Have been feeling pissed/annoyed/stressed almost everyday.
School is just dreaded. Lessons are like so boring now.
Homework load is decreasing, but more projects and tests are coming.
PFT is coming soon also. Urgh, I need that checkup.
Shoulders,heads,legs are acting up. And the waist pain is unbearable.
So many things needed to be done, but I'm barely getting started. Damn it.
I think you know that we're all pissed with you.
You told us you were going to do art yesterday, so you can't stay back to do the project.
Okay fine, you got acceptable reason, then it's alright cause art is more important.
But you wanna tell us what you did? Doing art? Or having fun with your friends?
I'm disgusted and just really really irritated.
I don't like it when everything is just pushed to us to do.
In the end, we do all the work, but we'll all still get the same mark.
Why must I waste my time and effort?
Yeah I know you need to have fun sometimes too, but if there's something important that needs to be done, it is the top priority.
Fun comes after that.
Don't always take advantage of other people. Don't always think you can rely on us for everything.
You need your fun time, then you think we don't need?
We are always so busy 24/7, but we made time to do what is important.
When we finally find the suitable time to do, you decide to go have fun.
You know, we sacrificed our rest time to do this, so that WE will get good marks.
We can choose to slack and do it sloppily but we didn't cause it's a GROUPWORK.
We don't want other people's marks to get affected.
You always say we're too smart, you're too dumb to be our friend.
But did you even make the effort to try to pay attention in class and do your work seriously anot.
If you don't even bother to make the effort, then don't tell us that you're too stupid for us.
I'm not angry with you anymore. I'm waiting for you to change your attitude.
Hanging out with the wrong company, having piercings and all, is all your choice.
You can choose to start living your life the right way.
I really hope this will be a lesson for you to WAKE UP.
This life is not only about you only, there's other people too. Spare a thought for others please.
I don't know what to say.
Right now, I'm just waiting and waiting for things to turn out right.
I'm not even thinking about what I want.
I really miss the old times.
But I don't have enough confidence to go back to those times.
I'm still lacking trust.
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