It's funny how I managed to survive one year without you,and when you talked to me all of a sudden yesterday,I just felt everything coming back.
I never admitted to myself that I still think of you sometimes,I always find ways to avoid things that reminds me of you.
I never admitted that I miss you.NEVER.But after yesterday,I realised how much I did.
I realised that I missed the times when we were still together.
Knowing you since young, no one knows you better than I do. I bet.
Every seems to predict that we'll be together when we grew up. And we did.
But I wasn't for long.
All the times I spent with you were the best ever.
You can give me happiness that no one else ever could.
With you, I know I'll never be replaced.
I still keep everything you gave me. The photobook,the letters, the shells, the colourful sand.
I told myself I didn't like you anymore.
I avoided you,ignored you,didn't talk to for many many months.
BUT I MISSED YOU.
I miss every single day we spent.Every phone call we made.
Valentine's day was lonely without you.
I don't know what came over my mind when I want the break.
I don't know if I should regret or not.
I don't know if I still like you or not...
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