There's no more meaning in life.

Life is empty and meaningless now.You ought to know how I feel.

Thank God school was only until 10 today.I don't think I can wait until 2+.
CNY celebration was boring.
I only liked the singing and the dance.Oh,and the guitar part also.
CNY is here but no excitement at all.
I just want to stay at home the whole CNY.
I don't even look forward to reunion dinner.Hiaz.
Had brunch with Lavinia and Nerine at Burger King today.
Sent her IU songs then bused home.

You don't know how much I wish you didn't do that.
You don't know how much I wished we were still good friends.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I MISS YOU.
And how empty life feels without you.
It's like everything has no meaning anymore.
It's so hard for me to laugh and smile normally.
It's so hard not to think of you when every single thing reminds me of you.
It's so hard not to tear now and then when I think about you.
You're one of the best person I've met and yet it wasn't meant to last.
WHY?

Every person needs a best friend to make her laugh when she thinks she'll never smile again.
I think the only person capable of that is you.