Monday, January 31, 2011

The end.Period.


Today's weather was freezing.Add on to the moodyness.
I held back for so long and I finally couldn't take it today.I should have just forced myself to cry yesterday so that I'll have no tears for today.
Cried like so much during HCL.It's so ridiculous and embarassing after I think about it now.Why did I cry 'cause of you?
You lied countless times to me,but I pretend I didn't know cause I didn't want to lose you.But this time I can't take this lie.I can't bring myself to forgive or forget.
Because of you,I cried so much.
Because of you,I lost my appetite and got such a horrible gastric I almost fainted.
Because of you,I fell sick.
Because of you,I now have a big scar in my heart.

Yes,I should hate you.But I don't anymore.All I want to do now is have nothing to do with you.
Of course I'll never forget you.You're an awesome person.
But maybe we were not meant to be friends.
I think I washed away almost all my sadness today,I won't ever feel upset or cry over you anymore.Not worth it.
This is the last straw of my patience.THE END.PERIOD.

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Peranakan trail today.
I like the museum.The coffin was so cool,and the crying also.
Many people were scared after people told them that the place is dirty. -.-
Fell asleep in the bus on the way back.My eyes feel so sore and dry.):

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