Love and Life.

I'm tired already.I don't want to continue deceiving myself.I just don't know what can I do to make this less painful than it already is.I've had enough.I cannot keep trying to do something I don't want,find something that has never been meant for me.I feel myself getting more and more distant from the world because of my endless searching.I wish things were less complicated.Wouldn't it be better if we could just rewind time? Back to when our lives started changing into something we have never expected.Everything was so simple before.

I don't know how long I can continue like this.