Dying is easy,living is hard.

I finally know what LIFE is.LIFE is unfair,LIFE is full of troubles,LIFE is my personal HELL.I want to end this.I want to go somewhere far far away and never come back.After pouring my hearts out to you,I think I finally have someone who understands me totally.And if the world is really ending in 2012, we'll die together,I promise.You told me somethings that got me wondering.If I ever ended in hospital,who will be truly there for me,to care for me and tell me he/she love me,and who will just be there for show.When I die,who will shed tears of love and grief for me,and who will just shed crocodile tears or just shed tears for show.To show people that they love me even when they don't.And if I ever get out from my protection shield,who will be there to embrace me and accept me and allow me to trust them fully.Who?