Breakdown.

I want to disappear.It's too much already.I don't know what's right or wrong anymore.I thought I knew.But I was wrong.I want to breakdown.Why are all this happening to me? Suddenly,I miss my primary school so much.Problems back then were so easy to solve.Now,it's not that simple.To solve one problem,I have to hurt so many.Do I really have a choice anymore? I only hope I can disappear now.Maybe all my problems will disappear with me.If all this was just a dream.I would want to wake up now.I would like to believe that the good life is out there somewhere.But then,the good life is not for me.Not anymore.Cause my problems are just the beginning.

Just let me breakdown for once.Please.I need to cry.