Labels: kim hyun joong, please be nice to be

Labels: tears

I'm sick of this.I don't want to feel this way anymore.I'm tired of trying to make things back to normal when it's just so obvious that it never would.I tried to forgive and forget,but whenever I try to talk to you,I just think of it all over again.I just feel angrier every single day.What YOU did to ruin my life.I just CANNOT forgive and forget.I want to be HAPPY.Is that a lot to ask for? I don't want to be sad over people who doesn't even care a hoot about me anymore.I don't want to deal with the stress of this anymore.I don't want to fucking care about all this anymore! I will hate you now,and forever.

And i finally know your REAL answer.

Labels: care, happy, sick, stress

Labels: i love you, janice

I'll never forget today.It was the day i finally learned to let go and just enjoy life the way it is.I've never felt happier than today,with my new family.A new beginning.Forgetting the past and moving on(:

Went to Janice's house today for physics project.Fun ttm.Camwhored a lot.Met at hougang mrt ticket office,then went to buy macs,bubble tea to janice house.Everyone was busy going on to facebook and blogs for awhile.Then finally decided to get down to serious business.Cracked our heads over the script.I wanted to be cameraman,but then peixuan wanted it too,so in the end I became the nerd in video.Pretty easy.Just copying notes throughout the whole video.Don't need to talk a lot.After finishing the script,went to hougang mall.Walked around.Bought SS501 nametag!! My greatest accomplishment of the day :D Neka's shoes spoilt.Amelia and Janice were like trying to staple the thing together,but then the strap too thick.In the end neka walk like baika.Had KFC for dinner.Neka was unlucky today,her drink spilled.Damn funny.Gossip about _____.Then grandma and bro came to find me.Went home after that.

Because of you,i'm on the verge of ruining my friendship with her.The worst thing is,i have the feeling i've made the wrong choice..

Labels: friendship, fun times, janice

That's it,i guess.I've chosen my life,and who i want in it.I know who will really be there and who will walk away now.I'll never care about you EVER AGAIN.I won't let you and that mouth of yours ruin my friendship with someone.You don't even know what's really going on,so just shut the fuck up okay.How many hearts must you break to finally realise that YOU ARE WRONG.I've had enough of you.Let's end this.

I LOVE JANICE CHUA A LOT ♥

Labels: end, friendship, life, ruin, wrong

Labels: change, stay away, think

Labels: belong, taken for granted

Labels: guides, hide, someone

Boring day today.I enjoy geog lesson though.We watched a show about volcanoes.It's really nice.Had some talk about elearning for assembly.BORING.Had to stay back after school for 2D animation workshop.Finally,no gastric for a few days straight.I used to have gastric everyday because I don't eat the school food.It sucks.Now,went back to eat the old stalls.Was bugging Peixuan and Regina to send me songs.While waiting for the 2D thing to start,we played Tarzan.We played it in a very different way.Laughed alot.Especially when Mabel said the wrong thing.Damn funny.In the comp lab,had a war of the chairs.We tried to push everyone's chairs down.Funny ttm.Played kicking.Those who didn't wear shorts only could use one leg,haha,I got to use both(: Walked to compass with Lavinia,Mabel and Peixuan.

Why do people love to hide things from me? They say it's for my own good. They THINK that I will react negatively.But that's only an assumption.They THINK,but they will never know how I would react,because they're not me.I'd rather know the truth than to be hidden in the dark all the time.By hiding from me,I'll only lose my trust in them.So please,stop hiding things from me anymore.Please.

Labels: boring, hide, trust

Labels: eclipse, great, janice, kim kyu jong, ss501

Labels: friend, someone, thanks

Labels: one less lonely girl

Labels: cry, hurt, pressure, stress, trust

Labels: smile

Labels: love ya, ss501

Labels: act, guides