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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 @ 7:59 PM
    I don't understand why are you treating me like this. Why are you giving me cold shoulders, totally ignoring my presence until I talk to you. Why are you always answering me with that clipped, guarded tone. WHY? Is it so hard to talk to me now? Is it so hard to look at me now? Is it so hard to even be in the same room as me now? I don't understand what did I do wrong? I didn't say anything that wasn't supposed to be said, I didn't do anything that would cause all this. I don't know why you're doing this to me. After all this, you're just going to forget everything? How good friends we were? How close we used to be? We're treating each other like strangers now, pretending that we each don't exist. WHY? I know what I did, am I'm sorry. But I don't want to lose someone I treasure so much in my life. It kills me inside when you don't even want to look at me and talk to me. All this while, you treated me as your number one, your first priority even when I didn't ask you to. You know how much that means to me. Because I know that other than you, no one else in this entire world ever puts me first. Not even my parents, not even my friends. If I need you, you ditch everything and appear in front of me. Even after seeing the ugliest side of me, you don't judge me for that. I know even if everyone I know kicks me aside, you never will. I can swear you never would. This afternoon, the coldness I saw in you, it's like I don't matter in your life anymore. Every second you chose to treat me as an invisible being, was a stab into my heart. I feel so empty, so broken. I've never felt something like this before. It's new. I never knew someone could actually mean that much to me in my entire life. I never thought anyone could ever cause so much hurt in me. Please, please don't be like this. When you treat me like a stranger, when you don't care anymore, it's like leaving me to die. At least, if you plan to ignore me and forget about me for the rest of your life, please tell me. So that I can wake up, and really try to clear you away from my mind. It just feels like you're ripping my entire heart out of my chest. Empty, soulless.
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