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    It's HIM and Her.
    Saturday, April 30, 2011 @ 5:50 PM




    290408, they met, they shared, they laughed, they love.
    FOREVER SSANGCHU COUPLE.


    Happy belated third Wedding Anniversary JoongBo! <3
    From the first day both of you met, to the day both of you parted ways, you brought to us nothing but sweetness, happiness, tears and endless love.
    We'll always be believing.
    Because the love you shared is just so heartbreakingly beautiful. :')
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    You're beautiful.
    @ 5:33 PM






    This is for you Janice Chua!
    Hey babe, stop putting yourself down and love yourself more okay?
    Just because other people may be prettier or better than you, that does not mean you're ugly or something.
    Everyone is beautiful in their own way and that applies to you too!
    Learn to love yourself. Don't always do things to hurt yourself.
    Friends don't judge you on the way you look.
    If they do, then maybe their not really your true friends yeah?
    Stop thinking that you're not good enough.That no one is going to be here for you.
    Cause you know, you have all of us out there willing to hear you out.
    Anything, you're problems,anger, happiness just rant it all out to us. We'll listen for sure.
    I want the old Janice Chua to come back okay!
    The happy and adorable Janice Chua that I can make fun of! <3
    You're the prettiest LHY ever!
    I love you.

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    So into you.
    Friday, April 29, 2011 @ 5:16 PM





    SA1 has started already.
    Time is passing so fast. 2 more months and it's like the second half of the year already.
    English Paper was today. One down, 8 more(?) to go!
    Really can't wait for exams to be over.
    But it's good in the sense that we don't have to sit through 6 hours of lessons.
    Just treat exams like practice papers!
    Feeling quite okay I guess, annoyed sometimes but mood has improved a lot.
    Anyway, had lunch with Lavinia, Nerine, Amelia and Peixuan at foodcourt today.
    Original plan after that was to meet him outside Monfort.
    But it was raining and I feel too lazy to take bus there.
    So decided to just go home and rest. Sorry! ):
    Yay, got so many days of rest before next paper! Woohoo.
    Hmm, gonna cut my hair this weekend I guess.
    Hope it turns out okay, or I'll just clip it up. :/

    Slipping down a slide
    I did enjoy the ride
    Don't know what to decide
    You lied to me
    You looked me in the eye
    It took me by surprise
    Now are you gratified
    You cried to me

    Don't turn around
    I'm sick and I'm tired of your face
    Don't make this worse
    You've already gone and got me mad
    It's too bad I'm not sad
    It's casting over
    It's just one of those things
    You'll have to get over it

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    Saying one thing, meaning another.
    Tuesday, April 26, 2011 @ 5:53 PM



    Wow, yet again.
    Being all sensitive and immature. What a sucker.
    Please luh, say what you're done with me, not going to bother what shit, then still check people's blog? -.-
    Plus, I can write anything and it's also none of your concern.
    Someone try to act clever, think that when people talk about you, it's talk bad about you.
    HAHA, funny ttm man.
    Eh please, I'm not like you. Unless you do something to me, then I'll do it back to you.
    And when I'm talking to my friends, I never even mentioned your name.
    Think so much. Plain dumb. No wonder in NA.
    Since you like to talk so much about people, I'll just talk about you also lor.
    All day long only know how to call people bitch.
    It takes a bitch to know a bitch. You're not even fit to be a bitch.
    Some homosexual.
    Wah, like you so clever know what love is.
    If I don't know what love is, I still go back to him for what. Ben dan.
    You only know what "flirt" is and think is called "love".
    You only like to have many people like you so that you can feel like you're so good.
    Cause you're just lacking attention from home. That's why you're seeking attention outside.
    And the thing is between us, so don't fucking bring in other people la.
    First, my friends. Then, him. You think you any better meh.
    At least they don't go around cheating people's feelings and saying that their cute. Wth -.-
    I like to roll my eyes, got problem is it.
    I roll too much that's why I too blind to see what an ugly moron you are.
    You want to call me a bitch, asshole whatever, talk bad about me etc. I don't care.
    You fucking don't insult the people around me.
    I never even talk about your friends, so you better stfu.
    You're not fit to talk about them, you can't even be compared to them.
    Oh, and have some originality la.
    Everything people say, you go say back the same thing.
    Everything people like, you also like.
    Annoying only. If cannot think of words, then go search the dictionary la.
    You better shut that big mouth of yours.
    If you tell anyone my secret, I'll tell everyone I know about yours.
    Like to say people's name a lot right? Well, here's yours:

    NATALIE LOW IS A LOW IQ LESBIAN.

    Anyway, thanks Amelia, Nerine, Phyll, Van, Lavinia, Santhiya, Peixuan for trying to cool me down today.
    && Thanks bf, Kate and Dyl for coming over today, helping me with art, being my punching bag and stuff.
    Love you guys! <3

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    What a joke.
    Monday, April 25, 2011 @ 6:12 PM





    A girl in love is glowing.
    I totally love this phrase now.
    My friends just totally helped me realise how with you, I'm never as happy as now.
    After just saying everything to Lavinia, I feel so much better.
    I'm able to look at life from a different perspective, and just forget about the disgusting past.
    The most pathetic 18 days of my life, however, that 18 days made me see who was truly the right one for me.
    I must've been really dumb or blind.
    Why did I choose to break up the first time?
    Didn't I already learnt my lesson?
    Why am I so stupid to give you another chance?
    Huh, saying what liking me for 8 months. PUI.
    If it's true, then you wouldn't have fallen for someone else so quickly.
    This tells me that I don't mean anything important to you.
    And please, the first time we started, a while later, you like someone else.
    And you didn't tell me until we broke up?
    The second time? No long after we started again, you like someone else.
    And you didn't tell me until I try to force it out of you?
    Wow, please luh. Like someone else, tell me.
    What's the point of being with someone who no longer like you? WASTE OF TIME.
    Before I decide to give you a second chance, I already knew what kind of person you are.
    So why did I still choose you? CAUSE I'M JUST PLAIN GULLIBLE. BELIEVE THAT YOU REALLY LIKE ME FOR 8 MONTHS.
    HAHAHA, just feel like laughing now. What a joke.
    Should have known that you would end up liking every single person who likes you.
    What's so good about you? Nothing at all. :)
    So I'm not even going to be angry or hate you anymore, like why bother?
    Who are you to me anyway? You're nothing but just someone I knew and never want to know again.
    I'm so not gonna let you get to me. Insignificant thing.
    Should not have even wasted all that tears, time and feelings.
    For someone who liked you for real, there's not even an inch of feelings for you now.


    Thanks Lavinia for listening to everything. I feel so much better now.
    I'm not going to think about the past, just focus on my present. AND ENJOY IT ;) .

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    I'll protect you.
    Sunday, April 24, 2011 @ 5:53 PM









    YOU.

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    With you, there is forever.
    Saturday, April 23, 2011 @ 4:09 PM





    Without you, I'm nothing.

    I used to say that because I need you as my bestest pal, now I say this, because I need you as my prince.

    I believe forever exists in us.

    With you, I dare to say we'll last forever.

    Forever will never work out with someone else, because they'll never be what you are.

    I love you. A lot. You need to know that.

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    You're my heaven.
    Friday, April 22, 2011 @ 8:50 PM






    Finally went for check up today.
    It was okay, I guess.
    Doctor said I need to destress myself.
    No more worrying, stressing myself, overexerting my body.
    I'm going to get well soon.
    For the sake of you, and for the sake of myself. (:
    Thanks baby prince, for coming down all the way today just to accompany me home.
    You made my life so much more amazing just being in it.
    Thanks for making me feel so special.
    Because of you, I no longer have to experience sadness.
    Even if I do, I know you'll be there.
    I know I can lean on you for life.
    Because you're here, I look forward to every single day.
    I look forward to forever, with you.
    Because I know what we have for each other is real, we will last forever.

    When you said this, "I'm only 16, but I want to ask you this: Will you marry me?", I know for sure you'll never let me go.
    I love you so much that words just can't describe.

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    I'll back off so that you can live better.
    Thursday, April 21, 2011 @ 10:54 PM
    I'll back off so you can live
    Say it directly
    Looking at me
    Say it looking into my eyes
    Did you just say you wanted to break up?
    Did you want to end it with me?
    (I know) You probably got a lady
    (I know) You probably got sick of me
    even though the tears are rushing to me

    I'll back off so you can live
    That is all i can say
    I'll forget you so you can live better
    I'll back of so you can live
    So that you will be happy without me
    The Love you tossed away
    You can take it
    Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all
    Don't even say you are sorry
    Don't worry about me

    Sorry My Sweety
    Your lips that told me that you were going to leave
    Why does it give me a reason to be angry today?
    I need to stop you
    The words don't go out
    And you are already moving far apart

    (I know) You will forget me
    (I know) I will really hate you
    Even though you know everything

    I'll back off so you can live
    That is all i can say
    I'll forget you so you can live better
    I'll back of so you can live
    So that you will be happy without me
    The Love you tossed away
    You can take it
    Don't leave even a trace behind and take it all
    Don't even say you are sorry
    Don't worry about me

    (You) The reason i lived
    (You) You were all i wanted
    You~
    It was me who only looked at you
    (Why) Why are you leaving?
    (Why) Why are you tossing me away?
    If you were going to be like this
    Why did you love me in the first
    place?

    Do you happen to remember that day?
    That day when we first met
    I still remember it
    The promise you made to me
    That you will only care for me
    That you will only protect me
    That you will only love me
    I believed your lies
    I believed it

    (Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
    Did you really love me?
    (Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
    No No No No
    (Oh) Oh Oh Oh Oh
    I'll forget so you can live better

    Awesome song by G.NA

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    Dying? Nah.
    @ 7:21 PM






    It's taking a bad turn I guess.
    Have been coughing too much, too hard, too loud these few days.
    Coughed out a little blood yesterday.
    It's nothing right? I just coughed too hard.
    Flu is still here, annoying me like hell.
    On and off fever.
    Making me feel restless all day.
    Anyway, had PFT 5 batteries yesterday.
    Finally I got all A, except for sit-and-reach. Just one more cm. Damn.
    Hopefully Mrs Wong allows me too retest just for that one station.
    I wanna aim for Super Fit Award.
    If cannot then I don't mind redoing all the stations.
    Home Econs practical was yesterday also.
    Quite interesting? But my food was too cheesy. I think I put too much cheese.
    But the taste still acceptable. Hehe.
    Got to leave school early today for Guides Yeoman service.
    It was pathetic, but the match was nice to watch.
    Plus, the cheers were so loud, so clear, so united. AWESOME TTVM.
    Yay, there's not school tomorrow. So gonna sleep in. ^^
    Thank you.

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    Should stop wasting my time.
    Tuesday, April 19, 2011 @ 5:18 PM




    So much have happened.
    It's like I've been living with my eyes close.
    I must've have really blind and stupid.
    I regret, but I'm not going to give a damn about you anymore.
    I can't believe I actually had feelings for a lying cheating flirt.
    I should have known better. I should have never chosen the second one.
    I feel like I'm so dumb to actually give you another chance.
    WELL, THERE'S FUCKING NO SUCH THING AS A THIRD CHANCE NOW.
    I've seen enough, and I know better now than to trust you ever again.
    I don't need someone like you in my life.
    Always saying I don't treasure you, I give you up too easily etc.
    But who's the one who made me do all this.
    Like you fucking treasured me before?
    I can never have a permanent place in your heart.
    EVERY SINGLE TIME WHEN I'M WITH YOU, YOUR HEART STRAYS.
    I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS.
    If you really like me, you would never have fallen for another.
    Which proves my point about you being a liar.

    " The word i don't like her tells you that i really don't like her"
    "I thought I like her too but I don't seriously. I can't feel a thing for her."

    CRAP. LIES.
    You talk about what, don't want to hurt me and stuff.
    PLEASE LUH, you like her than tell me la. I don't even care if it hurts me cause I already know.
    It wouldn't even hurt me if you tell me, cause I know your heart will change sooner or later.
    Asking me what do you mean to me, I seriously should be asking you that.
    AGAIN AND AGAIN, I CAN NEVER TAKE HOLD OF YOUR HEART AND MAKE IT STAY.
    WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME AS. SOME TOY IS IT.
    YOU SAY ALL THOSE CRAP TO GET ME BACK, THEN GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE.
    AFTER THAT YOU WANT TO GET ME BACK AGAIN THEN YOU GO FIND SOMEONE ELSE AGAIN.
    I'M NOT SOMETHING FOR YOU TO TEST YOUR FEELINGS.
    WHAT YOU LIKE ME A LOT ALL THOSE SHIT.
    IF YOU REALLY DO, THEN YOU STILL CAN GO LIKE SOMEONE ELSE?
    LIKE WHAT IS THIS.
    From the very beginning I WAS FUCKING RIGHT ABOUT YOU.
    YOU'RE A FUCKING LIAR. EVERYTHING YOU SAY IS NOTHING BUT A PACK OF LIES.
    I GIVE UP. I DON'T WANT TO EVER HAVE TO PUT UP WITH YOU AND YOUR LIES.
    JUST THE SIGHT OF YOU PISSES ME OFF.
    JUST THINKING ABOUT GOING STEADY WITH YOU DISGUSTS ME.
    I DON'T EVER WANT TO BE CALLED "HORSE" AGAIN.
    Wasted so much, gave up so much for someone that treats me like a toy.
    All those things about finding others as my substitute, now just find some fucking person to take over me.
    GET OUT OF MY LIFE.
    I'M GONNA START AFRESH WITHOUT EVER FUCKING HAVE TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU.
    I HATE YOU.

    You always seem to know. I'll have to get you back.
    You were that person I'm searching for all along.
    Even if it doesn't develop into a relationship, I still want my best friend back.
    Thanks for today. Sorry for the snot and tears.
    ILOVEYOU.

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